New year

New year began. I hadn't the time to write, I was busy being loved and happy. I feel so weird when I think about what I had and now I don't because I miss it so much.
I've watched things on tv, as always, and some get to my heart. Now I think.. and I feel that Ive never been so sure about anything in my life as I am now about wanting to spend my lifetime with one person. Now i just hope everything comes true, cus you know what they say when you feel sure about things.
But I feel sure in a good way, not in the comfortable taking for granted way. In the exciting way. The idea that I've found someone to cheerish and share it makes my smile and my face enlighten.


I rarely think about the past. I don't think about it as often as I used to a while ago, i barely do now, maybe when something reminds me of it, but by myself I just dont and I dont put efforts in it. Maybe because now I have my eyes in something else, in the future. I wish I could say I have them in the present and in the future, but I dn't yet, and at the same time, everything becomes so confusing.

Some things are more important than others. Can't wait to start...