Oblivion

So, it's amazing things we forget, names, people, memories, etc.
Sometimes I am amazed. But when I remember some, I remember why I decided to forget them. Some we forget because, but others we forget because it's necessary. Y olvidamos porque debemos, no porque queremos.

And as I always say, each person is a different world. Trust me, there isn't such thing as 2 equal stories. They dont feel the same.. Every one has an experience, their way to do everything, talk, smile, cry, laugh, sob, make love or feel orgasms. But life is a come and go way, when they come back, you realize, people don't change. They're the same. Only look different on the outside some, fatter, bigger, thiner, older, etc. but in essence the same shit or nice. And what do you miss afterall?

I feel mistaken and coward again. I have taken a path I was scared of and running away from. It has roses but I can't touch them, and it's getting so tight I don't know if I am able to fit in anymore.
You think you can overcome things, but there are ones that you can't get over them never.
*Sigh* I will surrender, just not now. I know until when or where I can go on, I won't leave before.
I am tired, upset and synonym.