I went out to buy the dress. I Saw a red one, but then I saw another. I fit both, but I chose the other one. I liked both, but it had something. I hope I Look good in it far beyond my eyes.
Who knows, maybe this means fate has other chances after all.
Who knows, maybe I'll get what I want this time. Who knows if circunstances will allow.
Once upon a time, there was this princess. She had everything she asked for or wanted, toys, dolls, cars, dresses, friends, pets, just as princess wants princess gets and of course a lovely family. As time went by, She had to face changes, she grew up, made new friends, moved away, and so she was changing as well.
One day, she was walking in a forest, alone (she loved spending time on her own, cus she loved to read, hear music, see the animals pet them and giving all her love cus they were grateful and loyal; and because she prefered so), and she ran into this boy. She saw him and greeted him cus she had seen him before, but didn't pay much atenttion. She noticed that he woked up the wicked parts of her and found that amusing until one day he said he loved her. She felt shocked, that wasn't a pleasant thing for her but she thought he seemed genuine. So, for years, they continued meeting and talking in this forest, but she was feeling tired, so she said: You should come into my Castle. He agreed. He said lot of beautiful things and dates, and promises, but couldn't keep them, so princess' heart was breaking little by little with every promise unaccomplished, but he had a way to manipulate her after all, so she kept coming back to the forest with him.
On the days after, she kept coming back into this forest, and the boy was there again, she thought weird, but continued talking to him. Then, once, he finally did his word and came to her castle, she was so happy she forgave everything he ever said or done that hurted her within, she fell in love deeply and She had planned all her life with him, she felt she had found her prince. He came back to her castle a few times, and she was happy but sad when he came back to his house. She kept coming back to the forest, and she was feeling tired, exhausted and hurted, she just kept arguing with him and he said awful hurting things to her and kept breaking the crystal hearted princess; but she didn't say too much about it because she loved too much. She felt so hurt'd she stopped talking and smiling slowly, she felt that if only he had said or touched her, or said truly sorry, everything would be gone, as usual, but it didn't happen. She let it go, and continued going back but she felt the environment so different from before. She knew something wasn't right.
One day, she came to the forest as always, and found something horrible. He was with one of her closest forest friends, her crystal heart broke into million pieces and she was bleeding, but he didn't realize, she didn't have the eyes she had, but didn't knee just yet, and kept walking. But all her forest friends and animals began to look at her in a weird way, and whispering, since he was lying about her and about everything she thought was real. She felt so small, so worthless, she started crying and ran off to her castle and locked herself in her bedroom for days. The pain and hurt was so strong she couldn't stand up anymore, but kneel down and cry her broken heart, million pieces of her heart coming out in tears forms. She refused to eat, to go out, to take lessons and to live. Then, her family was sad and her few good friends too. They kept telling her she was so pretty, and transparent, and deserved much more, everything she could ever want. She thought that to love, to be loyal and to give everything, was worthless after all.
Two of her friends came to visit her, and said they stand by her, they knew who she really was and that she was stronger, that God made her stronger and this was only a hard test, and that she might have others coming up during her lifetime. So, she woke up, and changed the princess dress, and wore a different one. She isn't a princess after all, the once she thought was her armor knight wasn't more than a disgusting frog. Maybe it's me, she thought, maybe it's this dress., maybe it's my heart, maybe it's my mind, my words, maybe words are just words, Maybe it's everything. She thought that leaving her Castle, her forest and her family, no one could see how wounded and wrecked she was. So she left and moved away to another kingdom, began a new life, a fresh start, where nobody knew who she was, where there were no more beautiful dresses, no more strawberry desserts, no more falling in love; no more smiling and pretending because she is the princess, where she was just a regular x girl from the country who was just reborn. She met new people, but didn't care much about them and didn't want to get close or attached to them, she knew everything they bring is deceive, lies and words and broken promises.
One day, she was picking flowers with one girl friend, and lot of horses went throught and then a handsome man was on top of a white one and saw them, and she looked back at him, and saw into his eyes, and felt something inside of her she thought was dead. She asked her friend who he was, and she said it was the prince of the kingdom.
She smiled, but felt sad as well. She had nothing, and had nothing to give; everything inside of her was broken and cold. And didn't want to give anything. The next day, she was buying fruits and saw the prince getting close to her, she thought he was heading other way. He smiled at her and started talking with her, but she wasn't there, she wasn't made for that and she replied in bad ways to scare him off, then he left.
She came back to her room and began to ponder.. and thought it isn't his fault all the hurt and wound she had inside of her and sighed.
Her friend told her the Prince was organizing a ball to spouse a princess, that she should go and talk to him. Her friend gave her an elegant gown to go to the Ball because she had no princess dress the and she was no one there.
She went and she saw him from far away. He looked more handsome than ever, she could had just jump over him and caress his face. The room was full of princesses in beautiful dresses and she was no one and had nothing to offer perhaps.
She walked in slowly, not to call much atenttion and a gentleman asked her to dance, saying how beautiful she looked and she said yes, just to be kind. The prince saw her and remembered her and walked closer to her and said he wanted to dance with her.
She smiled and blushed and felt happy in the inside, to feel his body close to her and look back into his eyes. She smiled more, she hasn't smiled truly in such long time. She knew why he was there, she knew why she was there, but everything is so unsure. It was late and the Queen said it was time the prince makes his choice. She held his hand just to know the feeling and her heart began to beat faster. He smiled at her and let go off her hand and walked towards the stairs.
She saw him, she noticed something and felt maybe it wasn't her place. In her heart she still wanted so many things, illusions and dreams. As she walked to the door, took a last glance at him full of tears, because maybe she wasn't a princess after all, at least, not his princess, even though she in her mind and heart, he is her prince charming. Maybe she should go back home, where her smile lights up the forest, where she owns castles, beautiful dresses, skies, animals. Maybe she should continue keeping the same illusion deep down her heart even though it wants to go out and stare at the moon, even though she saw that moon in his eyes; that doesn't mean she's the worthy princess, that doesn't mean he sees the moon in her eyes. Maybe that moon will keep her company every night.She was happy as never she thought she'd be, just for moments, and her heart came back to life from its dying sleep. Maybe she'll come back to her castle with him in her heart and fill everything with the memories of that Ball. Maybe she loved him because she couldn't fight it over his kindness and laugh. Maybe she should buy a new princess dress and he could feel what she does, at the same time and not far away. She just wonders why he didn't feel that conection that lasts forever. Maybe she wonders why God put her that day in his way. She just wonders why her, why him, why so different, why so much luck, why so much hurt. Her heart was yelling there, but she is afraid of the deceive, of growing more illusions that won't come true after all. Her heart was making songs with his voice. Maybe she thought he'd want to be the keeper, to stay forever, to fill everything by her side. Maybe he'll say the words she wants to hear, maybe he'll say, maybe he'll do, or maybe she should bend her head and be quiet. Maybe the endless sea of emotions, of the love. Maybe someday a new sunrise with life will come.
Who knows, maybe I will get a they all lived happily ever after ending.
I just ended a phase.
Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps.
Una ilusión guardada en tu corazón gritándote allí buscando salir y así
creo que descubrí tu luna
Pensando que su luz, sería como ninguna en tu mirar, que cada vez se hizo más eterno y más profundo.
Y entre más profundo más locura para amar
y en cada amanecer rompías mis promesas
ahogabas con tu alma todas mis tristezas
Una canción salió de mi corazón, buscándote a tí, trayendote hacía mí y ahora yo
que nunca había sido tan felíz.
hoy ya te tengo y creo que llegaste ahora para quedarte aquí
Y empieza amanecer en mí la vida comienzo a despertar desde que estaba tan dormida
Y se llena mi espacio de tí, y en cada lugar tu vas conmigo hasta el final de este capítulo en puntos suspensivos....
Y si lleno tu espacio de mí tendremos un mar de eterna calma
Y cómo resistirme a naufragar allí si cada vez me encuentro más
al fondo de tu alma, al fondo de vos, de tu corazón, de nuestro amor
que es tímido y veloz, y empieza a amanecer en mi la vida
Who knows, maybe this means fate has other chances after all.
Who knows, maybe I'll get what I want this time. Who knows if circunstances will allow.
Once upon a time, there was this princess. She had everything she asked for or wanted, toys, dolls, cars, dresses, friends, pets, just as princess wants princess gets and of course a lovely family. As time went by, She had to face changes, she grew up, made new friends, moved away, and so she was changing as well.
One day, she was walking in a forest, alone (she loved spending time on her own, cus she loved to read, hear music, see the animals pet them and giving all her love cus they were grateful and loyal; and because she prefered so), and she ran into this boy. She saw him and greeted him cus she had seen him before, but didn't pay much atenttion. She noticed that he woked up the wicked parts of her and found that amusing until one day he said he loved her. She felt shocked, that wasn't a pleasant thing for her but she thought he seemed genuine. So, for years, they continued meeting and talking in this forest, but she was feeling tired, so she said: You should come into my Castle. He agreed. He said lot of beautiful things and dates, and promises, but couldn't keep them, so princess' heart was breaking little by little with every promise unaccomplished, but he had a way to manipulate her after all, so she kept coming back to the forest with him.
On the days after, she kept coming back into this forest, and the boy was there again, she thought weird, but continued talking to him. Then, once, he finally did his word and came to her castle, she was so happy she forgave everything he ever said or done that hurted her within, she fell in love deeply and She had planned all her life with him, she felt she had found her prince. He came back to her castle a few times, and she was happy but sad when he came back to his house. She kept coming back to the forest, and she was feeling tired, exhausted and hurted, she just kept arguing with him and he said awful hurting things to her and kept breaking the crystal hearted princess; but she didn't say too much about it because she loved too much. She felt so hurt'd she stopped talking and smiling slowly, she felt that if only he had said or touched her, or said truly sorry, everything would be gone, as usual, but it didn't happen. She let it go, and continued going back but she felt the environment so different from before. She knew something wasn't right.
One day, she came to the forest as always, and found something horrible. He was with one of her closest forest friends, her crystal heart broke into million pieces and she was bleeding, but he didn't realize, she didn't have the eyes she had, but didn't knee just yet, and kept walking. But all her forest friends and animals began to look at her in a weird way, and whispering, since he was lying about her and about everything she thought was real. She felt so small, so worthless, she started crying and ran off to her castle and locked herself in her bedroom for days. The pain and hurt was so strong she couldn't stand up anymore, but kneel down and cry her broken heart, million pieces of her heart coming out in tears forms. She refused to eat, to go out, to take lessons and to live. Then, her family was sad and her few good friends too. They kept telling her she was so pretty, and transparent, and deserved much more, everything she could ever want. She thought that to love, to be loyal and to give everything, was worthless after all.
Two of her friends came to visit her, and said they stand by her, they knew who she really was and that she was stronger, that God made her stronger and this was only a hard test, and that she might have others coming up during her lifetime. So, she woke up, and changed the princess dress, and wore a different one. She isn't a princess after all, the once she thought was her armor knight wasn't more than a disgusting frog. Maybe it's me, she thought, maybe it's this dress., maybe it's my heart, maybe it's my mind, my words, maybe words are just words, Maybe it's everything. She thought that leaving her Castle, her forest and her family, no one could see how wounded and wrecked she was. So she left and moved away to another kingdom, began a new life, a fresh start, where nobody knew who she was, where there were no more beautiful dresses, no more strawberry desserts, no more falling in love; no more smiling and pretending because she is the princess, where she was just a regular x girl from the country who was just reborn. She met new people, but didn't care much about them and didn't want to get close or attached to them, she knew everything they bring is deceive, lies and words and broken promises.
One day, she was picking flowers with one girl friend, and lot of horses went throught and then a handsome man was on top of a white one and saw them, and she looked back at him, and saw into his eyes, and felt something inside of her she thought was dead. She asked her friend who he was, and she said it was the prince of the kingdom.
She smiled, but felt sad as well. She had nothing, and had nothing to give; everything inside of her was broken and cold. And didn't want to give anything. The next day, she was buying fruits and saw the prince getting close to her, she thought he was heading other way. He smiled at her and started talking with her, but she wasn't there, she wasn't made for that and she replied in bad ways to scare him off, then he left.
She came back to her room and began to ponder.. and thought it isn't his fault all the hurt and wound she had inside of her and sighed.
Her friend told her the Prince was organizing a ball to spouse a princess, that she should go and talk to him. Her friend gave her an elegant gown to go to the Ball because she had no princess dress the and she was no one there.
She went and she saw him from far away. He looked more handsome than ever, she could had just jump over him and caress his face. The room was full of princesses in beautiful dresses and she was no one and had nothing to offer perhaps.
She walked in slowly, not to call much atenttion and a gentleman asked her to dance, saying how beautiful she looked and she said yes, just to be kind. The prince saw her and remembered her and walked closer to her and said he wanted to dance with her.
She smiled and blushed and felt happy in the inside, to feel his body close to her and look back into his eyes. She smiled more, she hasn't smiled truly in such long time. She knew why he was there, she knew why she was there, but everything is so unsure. It was late and the Queen said it was time the prince makes his choice. She held his hand just to know the feeling and her heart began to beat faster. He smiled at her and let go off her hand and walked towards the stairs.
She saw him, she noticed something and felt maybe it wasn't her place. In her heart she still wanted so many things, illusions and dreams. As she walked to the door, took a last glance at him full of tears, because maybe she wasn't a princess after all, at least, not his princess, even though she in her mind and heart, he is her prince charming. Maybe she should go back home, where her smile lights up the forest, where she owns castles, beautiful dresses, skies, animals. Maybe she should continue keeping the same illusion deep down her heart even though it wants to go out and stare at the moon, even though she saw that moon in his eyes; that doesn't mean she's the worthy princess, that doesn't mean he sees the moon in her eyes. Maybe that moon will keep her company every night.She was happy as never she thought she'd be, just for moments, and her heart came back to life from its dying sleep. Maybe she'll come back to her castle with him in her heart and fill everything with the memories of that Ball. Maybe she loved him because she couldn't fight it over his kindness and laugh. Maybe she should buy a new princess dress and he could feel what she does, at the same time and not far away. She just wonders why he didn't feel that conection that lasts forever. Maybe she wonders why God put her that day in his way. She just wonders why her, why him, why so different, why so much luck, why so much hurt. Her heart was yelling there, but she is afraid of the deceive, of growing more illusions that won't come true after all. Her heart was making songs with his voice. Maybe she thought he'd want to be the keeper, to stay forever, to fill everything by her side. Maybe he'll say the words she wants to hear, maybe he'll say, maybe he'll do, or maybe she should bend her head and be quiet. Maybe the endless sea of emotions, of the love. Maybe someday a new sunrise with life will come.
Who knows, maybe I will get a they all lived happily ever after ending.
I just ended a phase.
Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps.
Una ilusión guardada en tu corazón gritándote allí buscando salir y así
creo que descubrí tu luna
Pensando que su luz, sería como ninguna en tu mirar, que cada vez se hizo más eterno y más profundo.
Y entre más profundo más locura para amar
y en cada amanecer rompías mis promesas
ahogabas con tu alma todas mis tristezas
Una canción salió de mi corazón, buscándote a tí, trayendote hacía mí y ahora yo
que nunca había sido tan felíz.
hoy ya te tengo y creo que llegaste ahora para quedarte aquí
Y empieza amanecer en mí la vida comienzo a despertar desde que estaba tan dormida
Y se llena mi espacio de tí, y en cada lugar tu vas conmigo hasta el final de este capítulo en puntos suspensivos....
Y si lleno tu espacio de mí tendremos un mar de eterna calma
Y cómo resistirme a naufragar allí si cada vez me encuentro más
al fondo de tu alma, al fondo de vos, de tu corazón, de nuestro amor
que es tímido y veloz, y empieza a amanecer en mi la vida
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