jueves, 11 de diciembre de 2008

El vacío.

So, today I read this about not keeping useless things, that you no longer use. Wether they are clothes, or emotions in your heart.
But if people only knew how hard is to let go. How hard is to hold on to something, no matter how little it is, and yet how painful.
So, if it hurts you, yeah, you should probably let it go. So.. my blessed heart..I'll let you go.

I've been dreaming of you, and it's annoying, disturbing and probably consequences of the time, days, month I am going through.
I hate having dreams, I miss the nightmares, cus in these dreams, I look and feel so happy, and I look different, lot of things look different, but they're not real, and then I wake up. And I hate seeing you there, wearing what you're wearing, calling me what you call me, acting so naturally as if everything were fucking real. Now I am so pissed off, and I am so mad at you, and I am so angry, and mad at me; I better stay away from meaningful things. And I can't, I can't act naturally, I can't do this, I can't do that, and it's like you said once I wish I could hate you, but I don't, I don't hate you, hate is useless, no tiene caso, and if so, you'd be the only person I'd hate, and I hated you for a while, because I had everything and nothing at the same time. And I read while there's life there's hope, but a huge part of me died that day, and Now I just keep dying and dying. Should I say that the advantage is that you don't see it?
But I have my hopes, and I hear what I wanna hear, and I heard what I needed to hear, and, my soul felt fulfilled. I have faith I'll have everything I ever wanted and needed in my other life after I die.
I'm letting go... and this void... I hope it gets filled with great new things.

So, I know you're looking after him. I know I'm blessed. And I know you're looking after me, and yes, life's confusing when you grow up.

Estoy dispuesto a todo,
y todo es No pedirte nada,
nada que no seas tú.

Tú me has dado tanto,
¿que tanto es nada?
para decirte
lo que yo daría por tí...

Por eso voy a dejarte libre,
para que el amor se vuelva más grande,
voy a quererte siempre
Bendito tu corazón!!

Quiero que sepas que contigo estoy mas vivo..

Nada mejor en tí que un corazón bendito..


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